Ever have one of those days when things don’t go right at all, but you still feel really good about it? Yeah, that’s my life right now.

I didn’t get the YMCA job I was hoping to get. Yes, I could get a waitressing job, and no I don’t want to spend money that I don’t have, but my PELL grant will cover tuition and everything else will cover books. I’m taking this as a sign to just stay in school.

Okay, truth is I’m deathly afraid of repeating history. The last half of 2010 was possibly the worst time of my life. I’m sure hoping it was. So far, I know that I have A’s in three out of my six classes, at the lowest, B’s in two of my classes, and that last one…God save the queen. But this is TONS better than my last two semesters in college. I know I’m an intelligent person, but I just did terribly. There’s no sugar coating that. Now that I’m doing well again, I want to continue. So instead of looking for another job, I’m just going to stay in school year round like I said I would when I left home in January. I mean, if it’s not broken, don’t fix it, right?

I’m living off of cereal and poptarts.

And I’m so happy.

As of today, I’ve decided against taking summer courses, since I’m not behind, there’s not much of a need for it. I’m just going to be happy with two maymester courses. I’ll be in school for another 3 years, but I’m okay with that. If I take summer courses, I’ll have to pull out loans for said courses and I just don’t feel like it. So I’ll work, save up some money, hang out with some people, and just have an all around good time. I had fun last summer too, don’t get me wrong. But, if you remember, it took a quick turn for the worst on several occasions, and this summer, I won’t have to deal with that! I’m excited. There are some fun people staying in Columbus with me. And after this weekend, I’ll have furniture in our new house.

I’LL HAVE A HOME!!!!!! With people that love me, people that I love, awesome neighbors, and in an interesting location!

Sometimes life absolutely sucks, I know. But things get better. They really do.

So I’m currently talking to my ex right now, in case you were wondering…

Our house drama has increased. Sadly, I don’t know what about. It’s unfortunate that the two girls in the house are the ones that are the most chill.

OH MY GOD.
WHAT IF ALL FOUR OF OUR PERIODS SYNC?

So far, 6 people have said to me: I don’t know how you’re going to live in that house.
Sadly, neither do I. 

This summer, I will be living in a house with some friends and then moving back into the dorms for fall semester. I’m excited about this. Home for May, and then back by June. How I’m getting to and fro, I have no idea. And if it’s a big hassle, I’ll just stay for both…and live in that house for May as well…hmm…that’s sounding like a better idea now…